Sweet Epiphany
Making decisions is hard. I'm a Libra and I, by astrological nature I suppose, weigh every possible ounce of every choice before going with one, unless I'm spending money on Amazon, in which case I veer recklessly from page to page adding stuff to a cart I don't even review before buying. But when it comes to real stuff--no, that takes a long time. Since finishing my graduate work I've noticed a personality change headed in the wrong direction regarding this. Somehow, that experience exacerbated everything to the point that I can sit in indecision for years. Ultimately, I think this comes out to learning how to sit in the discomfort of having no clue where you're going with an idea indefinitely. I've gone to the edge of extinction and learned you can actually live there as long as you want with no real consequences except the utter destruction of your own nervous system, and came back from it. Not unscathed...no, badly, badly scathed...but still alive a
